Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Jump Start 2013!!

So it's 2013!!  I have a huge list of things I would love to get accomplished this year ! I received this in a email from my friend Cindy .  I found this very true for my life. I am one hell of a strong Palm Tree. Are you a strong Palm Tree too? 


“The righteous shall flourish like a palm tree...”
(Psalm 92:12, NIV)

Have you ever seen a palm tree in the midst of a great storm? That tree may be bent so far over that it’s almost touching the ground, but when the wind finally stops, that palm tree bounces right back up. What’s interesting is that while that palm tree is hunched over under the pressure of the storm, it is actually becoming stronger.
See, the reason God said we’d flourish like a palm tree is because He knew there would be difficult times. He knew things would come against us to try to steal our joy and victory. But God said, “You’re going to be like a palm tree because when the storms of life blow, you are going to come right back up stronger than before.”
As you reflect on the events over the last year, remember, the storms you have encountered have only made you stronger. You are wiser, you are more alive, and you are headed for victory. Your brightest days are right out in front of you! Always remember that with God on your side, nothing can hold you back!


Father in heaven, thank You for making me strong in You. I trust that You are working in my life, even in the midst of the storms. Thank You for a new year and a new season of blessing in You in Jesus’ name. Amen.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Time slips away again

Well I must say I didn't think it has been since July since I have last posted.  I guess it has.  A lot has happened!   I will tell you that there is no change in my son's medical care.  He is still getting infusions .  Still going to all his doctors.  Tomorrow we are going to an eye specialist to hopefully get some answers finally!  The regular eye doctor still don't know so I hope we get some answers.  Maybe it will help with the reading and spelling.    I recently Discovered SCENTSY!!!!  Oh boy do I love this stuff.  I can actually use the stuff in my house!  It doesn't bother my son at all!!!  Which is super huge!  So decide to start selling it!  SO here is my website
www.heavenlyscentstab.scentsy.us  .

Scentsy is wonderful love the smell  and love the simple fact that none of wax goes in the air I breath or on my walls.  !!!  It's simply amazing

Love Love Scentsy

Thanks to all who donate blood & plasma !!!!  God Bless you ALL!

Sunday, July 8, 2012

Head in the Clouds.

Lately  I feel like my head has been in the clouds.  It's almost like my brain is on overload of other peoples thoughts.  I can't think straight or even put words to paper. On top of that I have been having very very weird dreams which none of make sense or pertain to my life.   It's weird!  It's almost like I am standing in proxy of someone else life.  I have been praying for this person whom ever they may be to find the peace they need.  SO if your reading this and it feels like you then know your prayers are being answered as I stand in proxy for you !!

I am ready for the haze to disappear and the sun to shine on me .  I hope I get my wish for my birthday present.  Along with everything else we need for my family.

God Bless you all and have a wonderful week.

Tristan has been doing physical therapy and Monday is our last training session then we are our own to do his physical therapy for the rest of his life. ( This is all the the sessions the insurance will pay for)  So now it's one more thing to add to my list.   Mother, teacher, cook, nurse, maid, chauffeur, pharmacy, physical therapist etc.  Never in my life would I thought my life would go down this path.   God has a plan and I am blessed with even these simple things to know.

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Fifty Shades of Grey!

Well during this month I have read the Fifty Shades of Grey trilogy.  I must say I loved all the books.  Yes they are for sure dirty sexy, which isn't something I usually read. Needless to say I read between all the kinky sex and found a wonderful story.  This is a wonderful story of how an abused boy becomes a rich and powerful man who actually falls in love for the very first time.  He loves this women more then anything . As she loves him no matter what has happend or what he's been through. Yes all the kinky crap makes it interesting but so does the love they both have for each other.

 A lot of men should learn how to love a women without rules or judgement and treat them like there the center of there world.  You should want to give your wife everything .  You should tell your wife they are beautiful .  ... On that note women should love there men unconditionally just as men should do for there wife. Now a days most men don't & women don't treat each other with love and kindness.  Your affection or words should stop because your married or have a family. If anything it should bring you closer together and deeper in love. Yes it can happen... you should just be patient for the right love instead of the love you inner goddess wants at the moment.  There is someone for everyone.  Please mom and dad's teach your boys how to treat a women with respect and love and teach your girls how to treat a man and what not to accept in a man.  That is your job as a parent! If your children see you treat your spouse like shit what do you think there going to do.  If they see you both treat each other with love, respect they will do that. 

In Short Men find your inner Mr. GREY and Women find your inner MS. STEELE.
Happy reading .

Ready for the slow down!

Oh my, Can we say busy.  I am so looking forward to July. Weird I know but maybe things will slow down a bit.  This month has be nothing but appointment after appointment.  Tristan has been very sick off and on all month.  My daughter Lilly has been sick for the first time in ages.  I tell you they are like polar opposites when there sick. Tristan is very used to it and mellow plus he still smiling when he's sick , he know no different.  Where Lilly is very very whiny  when she sick. It makes for interesting time in this house when there both sick at the same time. It make for one very tired mom. Between my son having to sleep in my room due to him having breathing episodes in his sleep & Lilly wanting everything done for her.  I don't mind  but I don't like when my son has breathing issues in his sleep ( Meaning he as asthma attaches while he sleeps and he stops breathing and doesn't know it) Which becomes very scary and makes for no sleep. It's just been a long month. 

I was asked how in the hell do I deal with.  All's I can say is I was never given a choice, I put on my big girl pants and a smile on my face and pray to god .  That is all you can do.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Busy Busy Busy

Why is it that our lives are always so busy?  I has been a whirlwind few weeks. I will be glad when I have a moment to stop and breath !  Did I tell you I totaled my poor car in a fender bender?  They sure don't make cars like they used too.  I loved my rental car so very much that we went out and looked at  new ones. We did purchase and American Made Car this time.  We are the proud owners of 2012 Ford Focus.  It is fully loaded and we love it.  Althought with in 24 hrs of having it my son spilled his drink right in the seat so much for a clean new car.  HA  life happens when you have kids.  Monday the 21st starts a very long week for me .  We have to be at Cardinal Glennon every day this week.  My car is going to have some miles on it by the end of the week!  See you all next week!  God Bless!

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Eventful Week!

Well it has been a crazy couple of weeks!  Oh where to start.  Lets rewind  to my son's last infusion April 27th.  The infusion went great.  Saturday my son woke up sick and did nothing but lay on the couch and watch TV.  Which isn't like him he's usually active even when he's sick.  He shouldn't be getting sick the day after his infusion.  Well come Sunday night he went to the bathroom and said the pain got worse and was on the lower right side.  So I called into the doctors and they said take him to the ER and see if it was his appendix or if he was full of poop.  So I did.  I was there all day Monday bottom line he was full of poop which I suspected but didn't have an x-ray machine laying around the house. It's not typical of him to be stopped up he usually doesn't have a problem. Long story short , the treatment they gave him was NOT right and DIDN"T work and they best pray to GOD when he goes the GI appointment that there isn't a reason for what happened. Which my gut say there's a reason.  I can tell you If my gut is right some heads will roll. !  Moving on to Tuesday was a much need rest day or so I thought.  I had errands to run and a house work to do.  Moving on to Wednesday  Tristan and I had to be up supper early and be at Cardinal Glennon for training for physical therapy land based. My insurance will pay for them to train Me & My son on his physical therapy land based.  The will also be training us on the water therapy .  (really just showing me some pictures ect.)  This will be therapy he has have for the rest of his life.  Let me tell you it was very eye opening.  Fast forward to after therapy was over I was stopped at a red light and my whole right leg went numb next thing I know I hit the gas and hit the truck in front of me.  Well needless to say that was a sign this mom need to actually rest.  Running on very little sleep isn't good for my Fibro crap.  No one was hurt in the accident.  I didn't even hurt the Truck I hit (it was a very old truck)  but my poor little car is totaled!  So it totally ruined my whole rest of the day.  My husband blew 2 tires on his dump truck and had to get new tires.  He's a good customer so the tire shop gave him four baseball tickets 5th row from 3rd base. MY kids have never been either .  With being so close to the field we decide there wouldn't be many people around us for Tristan's sake.  So we borrowed our in-laws vehicle and decided to go.  Put the worries of the horrible day behind us and have some fun at the Cardinals Game.  It was a great night. Then Thursday HAPPY 10TH ANNIVERSARY TO MY WONDERFUL HUSBAND DALE!  I had to get some bids on my car repairs for the insurances.  Once I seen the quotes I just knew in my gut they were going to total it.  Plus it wasn't drivable. So I decided to look at the positives may be God knew there was something wrong with my car.  I also got a rental car . I love the rental car! It's a 2012 Ford Focus.   We went and had a family dinner with the kids and my sister in law at LA Pachanga Mexican Restaurant.   Friday the insurance adjuster came out  and just as my gut thought  my fender bender has totaled my car! ..  So Saturday & Sunday we are looking at dealership for a vehicle. Now we are waiting on the funds for the old car to get the new one.  Well this is another typical crazy jam packed week.   (ps my son's stomach is still all messed up I have talked with the Gi and he's on some stuff and it's actually working) God Bless everyone have a great day.